Picasso

Pablo Picasso Date/Time:
1881-10-25 at 11:15 PM

Coming to help.

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Number from the angels!

write talk inspire do what you came here to do

You know.. you know.. you know.. take strength because you know.. get up off your back and say hello to the world...it's a race against time..wake up. you're not reading this for no reason. Let that be said. Stay True.. always. Love you K. Miss you. Living Wonder. Protect yourself from those want to take too much. Today is great. James says hello. R does too. The boys are together lol the energy together is happy... join us dancing lol... on a pier somewhere. i am wearing blue. feeling the wind in our hair .. happy like the fair..visions of you... so many smiles. back on our planet.. lol true.. we're not from here, something you already knew.. light light light part of the universe part of the chain so much to do write talk inspire do what you came here to do write talk inspire they point at the sky

plug in and illuminate

I am figuring it out little by little day by day it's all there it just had a bunch of blankets over it.. shimmering out the cold... peeling an onion, making light out of the old... the past is over and the new day is here... shout out to the heavens... they need all the cheer.

I am a being of light... we are a universe of love.. plug in and illuminate.

All Great

All you have to do is search the eyes, you'll know you met somewhere before.. we're easy to find, we stand out. You probably didn't like this when you were younger and sometimes it hurt, but you growing up but, it's ok and it will make sense.
Empower yourself... find someone who inspires you... move through and figure out your life lesson.. its all great from there.

Send Love to...

Worried about you... H seems to be too. All need to send love.
R says "Remember who you are."

A Meditation to Send Light Through Distant Healing

A Meditation to Send Light Through Distant Healing

Close your eyes
Feel your connection to all that is within your being
Sense the energy that joins you to all that is
Feel your love for all that is
Spend a moment developing this sense
Visualise a stream of white light (energy) flowing down from the heavens through the top of your head filling your being with healing energy as it continues down to earth
A sphere of pure white light forms over your heart
See it expand in size filling your entire chest space
Visualise a situation, person or place that you would like to send this light to
Visualise the Sphere of pure white light engulfing them
When you feel the process is complete see the person, place or situation dissolve
Come back to the stream of energy that is flowing from the heavens through you to mother earth
Feel the earth beneath your feet
Notice where your physical body is in the present moment
Slowly bring yourself back to the here and now

The essence of this can be done when you see a baby crying or a couple arguing. It becomes a way of being an energy that pours out from you. When you become love there will be less of a need to remind yourself of the process other than occasionally when we become angry or frusterated.

Shift

Energy shifted last night due to the election.. amazing energy. Like Christmas, the feeling.

Fast freinds pt. 2

The actor soon introduced Mr. M to Mr. C, and the three became fast friends.

Same thing H said to me "fast friends."


October 30, 2008, 4:58 pm
A Brooklyn Restaurant, in Mr.L's Memory

After the actor Mr. L died in January, the fate of a restaurant and bar he had planned to open in Brooklyn was thrown into question. Then in July, his family announced that it would release money from his estate to complete the business.

On Sept. 17, the restaurant-bar, Five Leaves, opened at 18 Bedford Avenue, near the Greenpoint-Williamsburg boundary. In an interview, Mr. L's business partner, J M, and S C, a tattoo artist who was also a friend of the actor’s, traced the evolution of their friendship with Mr. L , who they say relished his friendships with ordinary people.

Mr. M said he was introduced to Mr. L at a beach party in Australia more than two years ago, not long after the filming of the influential drama “B M” (2005), for which Mr. L was nominated for an Oscar.

Two weeks after the beach party, they met again at a wedding, and standing in the corner of the dance floor, they chatted the night away and discovered similarities in their lives, Mr. M recalled. “I had lived in L.A. and N.Y., and so did he,” Mr. M said. “I went to Burning Man, he went to Burning Man -– all this stuff came up.”

From music to motorbikes, tattoos to coffee, and even daughters who were the same age, the men linked one conversation to the next. Mr. M and Mr. L both had plans to move to New York in the following months. They broached the idea of opening a coffee shop together and decided to stay in touch.

“When I got to New York, I thought I should give that dude Heath a call, but I figured he was probably real busy,” Mr. M said. “I was sure he’d screen me.” But Mr. L’s phone barely rang twice before he answered, eager to pick up where they had left off, Mr. M recalled.

Mr. L was on his way to Saved Tattoo in Williamsburg for the first time, where he was to meet Mr. C, on the recommendation of Helena Christensen, the Victoria’s Secret model.

“It’s funny because the first time he came in, I didn’t even know who he was,” Mr. C said, recalling that he was unable to fit the actor into his very busy schedule that day. While Saved Tattoo is notorious for having waiting times as long as three months, Mr. C asked the actor to come back a week later for the bird tattoo he wanted.

“Mr. L would come hang out at the tattoo shop all the time, and they started talking about doing something around here,” Mr. C said. (Mr. L showed up for his appointment, but he already had the bird tattoo on his arm because he said he hadn’t been patient enough to wait. But he wasn’t happy with the tattoo, so he kept the appointment with Mr. C, who fixed it.)

The next day, when a photographer stopped by the tattoo shop asking about Mr. L’s tattoo, Mr. C realized who he was. “Oh yeah, sorry mate,” Mr. C recalled Mr. L saying when told about the photographer. “I just did this movie, ‘B Mountain.’ ”

Mr. C did a half-dozen more tattoos for Mr. Ledger. “I don’t know how many times he would call me at, like, 8 a.m., 6 in the morning with tattoo ideas — he would be jet-lagged, just flew in from somewhere on a completely different time schedule, and he would be like ‘Ohhh! I just saw this in a book. I decided what I want to get tattooed! I was like, ‘Okay, cool, we will get around to it!’ ”

Mr. L would insist that he would be there in 20 minutes or so, Mr. C said. “I’m like, Heath, it’s 7 in the morning; just call me later,’ ” he recalled. “I’d hang up the phone, and like half an hour later, he’d be knocking on my door, like, ‘Let’s go!’ ”

The actor soon introduced Mr. M to Mr. C, and the three became fast friends.

As his celebrity status escalated in the aftermath of “B Mountain,” Mr. L yearned for genuine human interaction, his friends said.

“We would all hang out in the West Village, and he was just like the guy with a cigarette,” Mr. C said. “He loved when anyone would react to him as a normal person. He really appreciated that.” Mr. L would give out his cigarettes and strike up conversation with just about anyone, he said. But the minute anyone said, “You’re H L,” the conversation would become stilted, he said.

“He’d be like, ‘Yeah, that’s right’ and he would let that conversation just end there,” said Mr. M. “And then they could either have regular conversation or there would be no more conversation.”

Mr. L would open up more to fellow Australians, Mr. Ca said. “Australians have this amazing camaraderie,” he said. “They run into each other anywhere, and if you’re Australian, it’s like, ‘Cool, what do you need? Do you want my wallet? What?’ Amazing.”

Mr. L lived in Boerum Hill with the actress M W and their daughter, Matilda, until the couple separated. During that time, he spent much of his free time in Greenpoint and Williamsburg, where he discovered the triangular-shaped space for the future restaurant-bar while skateboarding, Mr. C said.

At one point, Mr. L made an offer to buy out an elderly Polish woman running a barbershop in the neighborhood. “He even pitched an offer for the whole building,” Mr. M said. “He was going to build a commune for all of his friends,” Mr. C added.

The original idea of a coffee shop morphed into a plan for an Australian-meets-American restaurant-bar that would serve local and organic fare. “This would have been H ’s hangout,” said Mr. M, who now runs Five Leaves with his wife but still refers to Mr. L as an equal partner in the business. Mr. L ’s father, Kim, is managing the business’s finances.

Over time, the Williamsburg community became desensitized to Mr. L ’s celebrity presence. He would show up at the local lounge Zebulon to watch soccer with the bartenders or show up at Union Pool with the crew from Dumont Burger. He took the wheel of the DJ booth and laid down a few tracks at the hipster hangout Enid’s for a birthday party of fewer than a dozen people. “After a while, H had all his regular spots around here, and no one would call Page Six anymore when he walked in the door, because nobody cared,” Mr. C said. “He was the Williamsburg dude.”

Mr. C said that Mr. L loved having friends around. Mr. C raided the actor’s closet and slept on his couch. There were always people coming and going at Mr. L’s place, drinking tea, using the computer and gathering around for dinner. Mr. L was always manning the barbecue grill or making espresso. “If he could cook at his house with an ocean of people laying on the living room floor watching movies, that was his heaven,” Mr. C said. “That and his daughter, Matilda -– she was everything to him.” Aside from his production company endeavors, Mr. L also planned to build a drive-in at an old garage to watch movies with his daughter.

Mr. M , who described himself as Mr. L ’s “boring” friend who organized play dates for their daughters and was always talking business, said the actor truly lived the New York experience. He taught his daughter how to skateboard. He rode his bike over the Williamsburg Bridge. He visited farmer’s markets. He played chess in Washington Square Park, and he brought coffee for the paparazzi.

“He really just took New York and rolled with it,” Mr. M said. “He was just one of us, man.”

theatre? Don't care.
Bi-polar? Makes me sick.

happy birthday

Heal...

I was in Virginia and he left for the war.. but i died before he came back.. sorta like Cold Mountain, i think its why i liked the film..

"You were waiting, i didn't return.. you carry that into this life.. that is why you yearn so much when you start with someone.
you didn't feel like you got enough affirmation of your love or from me because i was quiet.. and i left and there were things unsaid and you bring that here
Release it, let it go.. say take it away..let me heal
Feelings of abandonment.. why you freak when some one isn't around for a bit or calls you.. back to this time your feelings come from... just let it go.. have faith, believe, you dont always have to have that affirmation.. heal...... heal.. heal..
just ask please let me let that go...
i did feel the same as you we just didn't have time.. wasn't supposed to.. but you have to heal.. Loretta.. heal"

The Past.

Let go of the past and don't live in it.. analyze it and then let it go.. but don't live in it daily... it's not good for our growth or for health.

It's coming...

Love

Love flows through the universe... I feel its love in everyone and everything. We just get lost and dont feel this vibration of happiness and love, but it's there.
I believe Love is all we are about.

Boy crying..

So I went into Target and there was a sweet teen target worker who was crying and feeling bad... I felt him and I felt bad... As I was checking out, I saw him and i said "Are you ok..." and he looked at me strangely.. and i said "I saw you crying earlier, are you alright." He said "It's just been a bad day." I told him well, "hang in there and things will get better." And i left.
I got a call that i had dropped my wallet in the parking lot at Target. The wallet had everything in it, all contents, it was just turned in to the Deputy outside. Thank you universe.

Matthew reading

Very sensitive, empathic feel emotions of others.. emotions go through third eye or heart

Scripture in Akashic says special mission in term of soul choices and needs, you are selfless, don't focus on self but people around you in how expanding world consciousness.. very sensitive in a good way.

You had Past life contracts to let go.. fulfill or terminate did both recently.

You did Terminate the contracts as a conscious choice to do something better for you, difficult but higher vibration for you.

Someone coming in your life with L past life contract. He will challenge me more than anyone I have ever met.. fulfill it… thought it will be hard.

Your Soul mission truly is about expanding God.. feel that anytime fulfils a challenge to expand diving consciousness.



Positive in terms of doing that.. soul group you’ve met.. really going to be about finding the other ones.. definitely part of group…



Never seem animals as a major part of soul group.. dogs all around symbolic, soul group challenged with faith.

The funny Mr. L i know...

Knucklehead

"Knucklehead... "You know you love me."

you know what i just thought and its true... one of reasons he stayed was for me
he said he didn't know how he was going to get my attention
he said he got R to help
because R has contacted me before in the past.. i am not aware of how
he said dreams
he said we are all gonna get together
"in due time"
he said dont be afraid..
he probably is tired of tellng me that lol
he said jokingly "i am used to it" lol
he said we would have been "fast friends" and we wouldn't have been able to not want to be around each other

Love comes in

Love comes in the door and i let it in,
Invite it to sit down and stay awhile.
Like an old friend it talks and tells me "be true."
You can stay awhile, but no i must be going.
More houses to visit, more "things to do."

clicks

So i heard Nolan, Christian and Christopher.. duh.. what i am so dense to pick up that?

That was who you were

eyes are windows to the soul..

Pure Bliss

Pure Bliss
10/16 River says I was always “the wild one”
I said "I wasn’t wild in this life" and he said “You Learned”

“Beneath your soul you lie, you are there always, together we are there, remember that.” R

Pure beauty and bliss.

Believe

"Believe. It's what we do.. what we need to do."
H

Christopher...

Charisma as Natural as Gravity

Mr. L was a massive young talent on the cusp of greatness when he died last week in New York. Christopher, the film's director, shared these memories:

One night, as I'm standing on LaSalle Street in Chicago, trying to line up a shot a production assistant skateboards into my line of sight. Silently, I curse the moment that Mr. L first skated onto our set in full character makeup. I'd fretted about the reaction of Batman fans to a skateboarding Joker, but the actual result was a proliferation of skateboards among the younger crew members. If you'd asked those kids why they had chosen to bring their boards to work, they would have answered honestly that they didn't know. That's real charisma—as invisible and natural as gravity. That's what Mr. L had.

Mr. L was bursting with creativity. It was in his every gesture. He once told me that he liked to wait between jobs until he was creatively hungry. Until he needed it again. He brought that attitude to our set every day. There aren't many actors who can make you feel ashamed of how often you complain about doing the best job in the world. Mr. L was one of them.

One time he and another actor were shooting a complex scene. We had two days to shoot it, and at the end of the first day, they'd really found something and Mr. L was worried that he might not have it if we stopped. He wanted to carry on and finish. It's tough to ask the crew to work late when we all know there's plenty of time to finish the next day. But everyone seemed to understand that Mr. L had something special and that we had to capture it before it disappeared. Months later, I learned that as Mr. L left the set that night, he quietly thanked each crew member for working late. Quietly. Not trying to make a point, just grateful for the chance to create that they'd given him.

Those nights on the streets of Chicago were filled with stunts. These can be boring times for an actor, but H was fascinated, eagerly accepting our invitation to ride in the camera car as we chased vehicles through movie traffic—not just for the thrill ride, but to be a part of it. Of everything. He'd brought his laptop along in the car, and we had a high-speed screening of two of his works-in-progress: short films he'd made that were exciting and haunting. Their exuberance made me feel jaded and leaden. I've never felt as old as I did watching Mr. L explore his talents. That night I made him an offer—knowing he wouldn't take me up on it—that he should feel free to come by the set when he had a night off so he could see what we were up to.

When you get into the edit suite after shooting a movie, you feel a responsibility to an actor who has trusted you, and Mr. L gave us everything. As we started my cut, I would wonder about each take we chose, each trim we made. I would visualize the screening where we'd have to show him the finished film—sitting three or four rows behind him, watching the movements of his head for clues to what he was thinking about what we'd done with all that he'd given us. Now that screening will never be real. I see him every day in my edit suite. I study his face, his voice. And I miss him terribly.

Back on LaSalle Street, I turn to my assistant director and I tell him to clear the skateboarding kid out of my line of sight when I realize—it's Mr. L, woolly hat pulled low over his eyes, here on his night off to take me up on my offer. I can't help but smile.

soul clusters

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Soul clusters and instant recognition of another person
I have a question from Apollo Zero Jukebox about soul clusters. She feels connected to three people and wants to know if a circle of souls can all be experiencing the same issues or paths in different lifetimes. She also asks whether we recognize others as being part of this cluster and are drawn to them.

Everything this one asks she already has the answers to. This is a very wise, evolved being. She knows she is part of a soul cluster (words that are now of great comfort in your world). These are groups of entities that will return and return time and again—to grow, to support, to love, to have promises with one another to help support the growth.

Yes, it is almost always the case that you are instantly familiar with the being. It doesn’t matter their age, sex, state of life. When you see them—when you are near to them, eye-to-eye, body-to-body—it is known that this is a familiar being, an ancient knowing, a deep resolve of trust. Yes, these beings can offer similar growth together for very often their evolutionary state is very similar. Though each being is of course individual in their rate of growth; their own vibrational code is their own. But all can be quite similar, thus they can become very supportive to one another. And usually it is the case with these beings that one will have difficulty and another will support, and then another one will choose to have theirs. It is not known in the conscious; it is in the spiritual promises and tasks. She knew all of these questions before she asked them. She does know these beings.

Thank you.
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Fast Friends

"I didn't know how to get your attention after I... I tried...River helped."
"We were supposed to meet, we would have been 'fast friends,' we wouldn't have been able to stay away from each other and we wouldn't have understood why."
H

Felecity, My Gift

fe·lic·i·ty (f-ls-t)
n. pl. fe·lic·i·ties
1.
a. Great happiness; bliss.
b. An instance of great happiness.
2. A cause or source of happiness.
3.
a. An appropriate and pleasing manner or style: felicity of expression.
b. An instance of appropriate and pleasing manner or style.
4. Archaic Good fortune.
[Middle English felicite, from Old French felicite, from Latin flcits, from flx, flc-, fortunate; see dh(i)- in Indo-European roots.]

Good Luck

"I carry these things everywhere i go, they are good luck."

Important!

For The Universe

You know who you are and you're out there come to me find me all you have to do is ask... long life, this one better, cryptic but you need to hear messages will come through and mean something have faith be true H

October 9

Vunerable

Michelle W' 'vulnerable'

14th March 2008. 13:30

M Williams says late ex-lover Mr. L was incredibly "vulnerable".
The former 'Dawson's Creek' actress - who has a two-year-old daughter Matilda with 'The Dark Knight' actor - claims his weaknesses were only revealed after his shock death from an accidental drug overdose in January.
In her first interview since H's death, she said: "I think the interesting thing about H, which maybe people have only really fully discovered in his death, is how vulnerable he was.
"You can pick it up on it in his performances, but it's easy to overlook because he was so physical and beautiful and strong and masculine. But there was always that underlying sensitivity. That's who he was."
M, 27, also spoke about H's battle with insomnia - a condition he was being treated for with prescription drugs, some of which were the cause of his eventual death.
She added to Interview magazine: "For as long as I'd known him, he had bouts with insomnia. He had too much energy. His mind was turning, turning, turning - always turning.
"But he had a talent for everything that he put his mind to. He didn't know limits."

Dusty Grooves

i can see it in your face, I have known you
The messages i chase to get to know you again...
seem to play like a record and i turn it over and hear you in the dusty grooves, making my life make sense with every note you say.

Vincent and Mr. L

wednesday oct 8

Synchronistic wanderings

October 8
Reasons... Ryan....

Believe

"Believe. It's what we do.. what we need to do."
H

Stains the Paper

Mr. L finds writing verse incredibly relaxing - even if he has no pretentions as to the quality of his poetry.

He says, "I wouldn't call myself a poet - I just write. My mind races so fast it's hard to keep up with it, so I've found a way of filtering out some of the mess in my head.

"It goes down my neck, across my shoulders, down my arms and out my fingertips, into ink, and then it stains the paper and I can burn it and it's gone

sitting right on the edge...

Excerpts from the New York Times - 4.11.07
Conducting a tour of the house, which he is renting for a few months, he made wry remarks about the art. One painting depicts a crowd of creatures who appear to be in hell, but who seem determined to extract as much sexual pleasure as they can from their eternity of free time; Mr. L has turned another one around and hung it upside down, to no apparent ill advantage...

An open bag with clothes spilling out lay on the floor of the master bedroom. "I'm kind of addicted to moving," Mr. L said, perhaps on account of having had to shuttle back and forth after his parents' divorce, when he was 11. He carries his interests around with him, and his kitchen table was awash in objects: a chess set, assorted books, various empty glasses, items of clothing. Here too was his Joker diary, which he began compiling four months before filming began. It is filled with images and thoughts helpful to the Joker back story, like a list of things the Joker would find funny. (AIDS is one of them.) Mr. L seemed almost embarrassed that the book had been spotted, as if he had been caught trying to get extra credit in school...

Also on the table is a winsome photograph of Mr. L's daughter, Matilda, now a toddler. (Mr. L met Matilda's mother, the actress Michelle Williams, while filming "Brokeback Mountain" and fell into a very public whirlwind romance and then into loved-up domestication in Brooklyn; they both appear together in "I'm Not There" but have recently separated. He is leery of talking about their relationship, but heaps spontaneous praise on Ms. Williams's performance.)...

Mr. L was born in Perth, Australia, a place so far away, he said, that "sometimes when you're there, it feels like the earth really is flat, and you're sitting right on the edge."...

One of the things that struck him most about the Dylan who emerges in "I'm Not There," he said, was Dylan's continual effort to resist easy categorization and his willingness to "recreate himself and not conform to people's ambitions to put him in a box."

That is how Mr. L feels too, and he likes to keep an element of surprise, for the world at large and for himself.

"Some people find their shtick," he said. "I've never figured out who ‘Heath L' is on film: ‘This is what you expect when you hire me, and it will be recognizable.'"

He continued: "People always feel compelled to sum you up, to presume that they have you and can describe you. That's fine. But there are many stories inside of me and a lot I want to achieve outside of one flat note."

James knew you immediately..

maybe if i loved you.. maybe if you knew.. maybe i stayed true... maybe it was you....

maybe the stars opened, maybe the skies closed.. maybe the life loved you.. was all you ever known..

maybe the reasons are wrong, maybe the sky isn't blue.. maybe i was never wrong.. maybe i was never gone from you...

Never Gone

Wonder star

Music has always been important to us...