Heal...

I was in Virginia and he left for the war.. but i died before he came back.. sorta like Cold Mountain, i think its why i liked the film..

"You were waiting, i didn't return.. you carry that into this life.. that is why you yearn so much when you start with someone.
you didn't feel like you got enough affirmation of your love or from me because i was quiet.. and i left and there were things unsaid and you bring that here
Release it, let it go.. say take it away..let me heal
Feelings of abandonment.. why you freak when some one isn't around for a bit or calls you.. back to this time your feelings come from... just let it go.. have faith, believe, you dont always have to have that affirmation.. heal...... heal.. heal..
just ask please let me let that go...
i did feel the same as you we just didn't have time.. wasn't supposed to.. but you have to heal.. Loretta.. heal"