theatre? Don't care.
Bi-polar? Makes me sick.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
Heal...
I was in Virginia and he left for the war.. but i died before he came back.. sorta like Cold Mountain, i think its why i liked the film..
"You were waiting, i didn't return.. you carry that into this life.. that is why you yearn so much when you start with someone.
you didn't feel like you got enough affirmation of your love or from me because i was quiet.. and i left and there were things unsaid and you bring that here
Release it, let it go.. say take it away..let me heal
Feelings of abandonment.. why you freak when some one isn't around for a bit or calls you.. back to this time your feelings come from... just let it go.. have faith, believe, you dont always have to have that affirmation.. heal...... heal.. heal..
just ask please let me let that go...
i did feel the same as you we just didn't have time.. wasn't supposed to.. but you have to heal.. Loretta.. heal"
"You were waiting, i didn't return.. you carry that into this life.. that is why you yearn so much when you start with someone.
you didn't feel like you got enough affirmation of your love or from me because i was quiet.. and i left and there were things unsaid and you bring that here
Release it, let it go.. say take it away..let me heal
Feelings of abandonment.. why you freak when some one isn't around for a bit or calls you.. back to this time your feelings come from... just let it go.. have faith, believe, you dont always have to have that affirmation.. heal...... heal.. heal..
just ask please let me let that go...
i did feel the same as you we just didn't have time.. wasn't supposed to.. but you have to heal.. Loretta.. heal"
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
The Past.
Let go of the past and don't live in it.. analyze it and then let it go.. but don't live in it daily... it's not good for our growth or for health.
Love
Love flows through the universe... I feel its love in everyone and everything. We just get lost and dont feel this vibration of happiness and love, but it's there.
I believe Love is all we are about.
I believe Love is all we are about.
Boy crying..
So I went into Target and there was a sweet teen target worker who was crying and feeling bad... I felt him and I felt bad... As I was checking out, I saw him and i said "Are you ok..." and he looked at me strangely.. and i said "I saw you crying earlier, are you alright." He said "It's just been a bad day." I told him well, "hang in there and things will get better." And i left.
I got a call that i had dropped my wallet in the parking lot at Target. The wallet had everything in it, all contents, it was just turned in to the Deputy outside. Thank you universe.
I got a call that i had dropped my wallet in the parking lot at Target. The wallet had everything in it, all contents, it was just turned in to the Deputy outside. Thank you universe.
Matthew reading
Very sensitive, empathic feel emotions of others.. emotions go through third eye or heart
Scripture in Akashic says special mission in term of soul choices and needs, you are selfless, don't focus on self but people around you in how expanding world consciousness.. very sensitive in a good way.
You had Past life contracts to let go.. fulfill or terminate did both recently.
You did Terminate the contracts as a conscious choice to do something better for you, difficult but higher vibration for you.
Someone coming in your life with L past life contract. He will challenge me more than anyone I have ever met.. fulfill it… thought it will be hard.
Your Soul mission truly is about expanding God.. feel that anytime fulfils a challenge to expand diving consciousness.
Positive in terms of doing that.. soul group you’ve met.. really going to be about finding the other ones.. definitely part of group…
Never seem animals as a major part of soul group.. dogs all around symbolic, soul group challenged with faith.
Scripture in Akashic says special mission in term of soul choices and needs, you are selfless, don't focus on self but people around you in how expanding world consciousness.. very sensitive in a good way.
You had Past life contracts to let go.. fulfill or terminate did both recently.
You did Terminate the contracts as a conscious choice to do something better for you, difficult but higher vibration for you.
Someone coming in your life with L past life contract. He will challenge me more than anyone I have ever met.. fulfill it… thought it will be hard.
Your Soul mission truly is about expanding God.. feel that anytime fulfils a challenge to expand diving consciousness.
Positive in terms of doing that.. soul group you’ve met.. really going to be about finding the other ones.. definitely part of group…
Never seem animals as a major part of soul group.. dogs all around symbolic, soul group challenged with faith.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Knucklehead
"Knucklehead... "You know you love me."
you know what i just thought and its true... one of reasons he stayed was for me
he said he didn't know how he was going to get my attention
he said he got R to help
because R has contacted me before in the past.. i am not aware of how
he said dreams
he said we are all gonna get together
"in due time"
he said dont be afraid..
he probably is tired of tellng me that lol
he said jokingly "i am used to it" lol
he said we would have been "fast friends" and we wouldn't have been able to not want to be around each other
you know what i just thought and its true... one of reasons he stayed was for me
he said he didn't know how he was going to get my attention
he said he got R to help
because R has contacted me before in the past.. i am not aware of how
he said dreams
he said we are all gonna get together
"in due time"
he said dont be afraid..
he probably is tired of tellng me that lol
he said jokingly "i am used to it" lol
he said we would have been "fast friends" and we wouldn't have been able to not want to be around each other
Love comes in
Love comes in the door and i let it in,
Invite it to sit down and stay awhile.
Like an old friend it talks and tells me "be true."
You can stay awhile, but no i must be going.
More houses to visit, more "things to do."
Invite it to sit down and stay awhile.
Like an old friend it talks and tells me "be true."
You can stay awhile, but no i must be going.
More houses to visit, more "things to do."
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Pure Bliss
Pure Bliss
10/16 River says I was always “the wild one”
I said "I wasn’t wild in this life" and he said “You Learned”
“Beneath your soul you lie, you are there always, together we are there, remember that.” R
Pure beauty and bliss.
10/16 River says I was always “the wild one”
I said "I wasn’t wild in this life" and he said “You Learned”
“Beneath your soul you lie, you are there always, together we are there, remember that.” R
Pure beauty and bliss.
Christopher...
Charisma as Natural as Gravity
Mr. L was a massive young talent on the cusp of greatness when he died last week in New York. Christopher, the film's director, shared these memories:
One night, as I'm standing on LaSalle Street in Chicago, trying to line up a shot a production assistant skateboards into my line of sight. Silently, I curse the moment that Mr. L first skated onto our set in full character makeup. I'd fretted about the reaction of Batman fans to a skateboarding Joker, but the actual result was a proliferation of skateboards among the younger crew members. If you'd asked those kids why they had chosen to bring their boards to work, they would have answered honestly that they didn't know. That's real charisma—as invisible and natural as gravity. That's what Mr. L had.
Mr. L was bursting with creativity. It was in his every gesture. He once told me that he liked to wait between jobs until he was creatively hungry. Until he needed it again. He brought that attitude to our set every day. There aren't many actors who can make you feel ashamed of how often you complain about doing the best job in the world. Mr. L was one of them.
One time he and another actor were shooting a complex scene. We had two days to shoot it, and at the end of the first day, they'd really found something and Mr. L was worried that he might not have it if we stopped. He wanted to carry on and finish. It's tough to ask the crew to work late when we all know there's plenty of time to finish the next day. But everyone seemed to understand that Mr. L had something special and that we had to capture it before it disappeared. Months later, I learned that as Mr. L left the set that night, he quietly thanked each crew member for working late. Quietly. Not trying to make a point, just grateful for the chance to create that they'd given him.
Those nights on the streets of Chicago were filled with stunts. These can be boring times for an actor, but H was fascinated, eagerly accepting our invitation to ride in the camera car as we chased vehicles through movie traffic—not just for the thrill ride, but to be a part of it. Of everything. He'd brought his laptop along in the car, and we had a high-speed screening of two of his works-in-progress: short films he'd made that were exciting and haunting. Their exuberance made me feel jaded and leaden. I've never felt as old as I did watching Mr. L explore his talents. That night I made him an offer—knowing he wouldn't take me up on it—that he should feel free to come by the set when he had a night off so he could see what we were up to.
When you get into the edit suite after shooting a movie, you feel a responsibility to an actor who has trusted you, and Mr. L gave us everything. As we started my cut, I would wonder about each take we chose, each trim we made. I would visualize the screening where we'd have to show him the finished film—sitting three or four rows behind him, watching the movements of his head for clues to what he was thinking about what we'd done with all that he'd given us. Now that screening will never be real. I see him every day in my edit suite. I study his face, his voice. And I miss him terribly.
Back on LaSalle Street, I turn to my assistant director and I tell him to clear the skateboarding kid out of my line of sight when I realize—it's Mr. L, woolly hat pulled low over his eyes, here on his night off to take me up on my offer. I can't help but smile.
Mr. L was a massive young talent on the cusp of greatness when he died last week in New York. Christopher, the film's director, shared these memories:
One night, as I'm standing on LaSalle Street in Chicago, trying to line up a shot a production assistant skateboards into my line of sight. Silently, I curse the moment that Mr. L first skated onto our set in full character makeup. I'd fretted about the reaction of Batman fans to a skateboarding Joker, but the actual result was a proliferation of skateboards among the younger crew members. If you'd asked those kids why they had chosen to bring their boards to work, they would have answered honestly that they didn't know. That's real charisma—as invisible and natural as gravity. That's what Mr. L had.
Mr. L was bursting with creativity. It was in his every gesture. He once told me that he liked to wait between jobs until he was creatively hungry. Until he needed it again. He brought that attitude to our set every day. There aren't many actors who can make you feel ashamed of how often you complain about doing the best job in the world. Mr. L was one of them.
One time he and another actor were shooting a complex scene. We had two days to shoot it, and at the end of the first day, they'd really found something and Mr. L was worried that he might not have it if we stopped. He wanted to carry on and finish. It's tough to ask the crew to work late when we all know there's plenty of time to finish the next day. But everyone seemed to understand that Mr. L had something special and that we had to capture it before it disappeared. Months later, I learned that as Mr. L left the set that night, he quietly thanked each crew member for working late. Quietly. Not trying to make a point, just grateful for the chance to create that they'd given him.
Those nights on the streets of Chicago were filled with stunts. These can be boring times for an actor, but H was fascinated, eagerly accepting our invitation to ride in the camera car as we chased vehicles through movie traffic—not just for the thrill ride, but to be a part of it. Of everything. He'd brought his laptop along in the car, and we had a high-speed screening of two of his works-in-progress: short films he'd made that were exciting and haunting. Their exuberance made me feel jaded and leaden. I've never felt as old as I did watching Mr. L explore his talents. That night I made him an offer—knowing he wouldn't take me up on it—that he should feel free to come by the set when he had a night off so he could see what we were up to.
When you get into the edit suite after shooting a movie, you feel a responsibility to an actor who has trusted you, and Mr. L gave us everything. As we started my cut, I would wonder about each take we chose, each trim we made. I would visualize the screening where we'd have to show him the finished film—sitting three or four rows behind him, watching the movements of his head for clues to what he was thinking about what we'd done with all that he'd given us. Now that screening will never be real. I see him every day in my edit suite. I study his face, his voice. And I miss him terribly.
Back on LaSalle Street, I turn to my assistant director and I tell him to clear the skateboarding kid out of my line of sight when I realize—it's Mr. L, woolly hat pulled low over his eyes, here on his night off to take me up on my offer. I can't help but smile.
soul clusters
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Soul clusters and instant recognition of another person
I have a question from Apollo Zero Jukebox about soul clusters. She feels connected to three people and wants to know if a circle of souls can all be experiencing the same issues or paths in different lifetimes. She also asks whether we recognize others as being part of this cluster and are drawn to them.
Everything this one asks she already has the answers to. This is a very wise, evolved being. She knows she is part of a soul cluster (words that are now of great comfort in your world). These are groups of entities that will return and return time and again—to grow, to support, to love, to have promises with one another to help support the growth.
Yes, it is almost always the case that you are instantly familiar with the being. It doesn’t matter their age, sex, state of life. When you see them—when you are near to them, eye-to-eye, body-to-body—it is known that this is a familiar being, an ancient knowing, a deep resolve of trust. Yes, these beings can offer similar growth together for very often their evolutionary state is very similar. Though each being is of course individual in their rate of growth; their own vibrational code is their own. But all can be quite similar, thus they can become very supportive to one another. And usually it is the case with these beings that one will have difficulty and another will support, and then another one will choose to have theirs. It is not known in the conscious; it is in the spiritual promises and tasks. She knew all of these questions before she asked them. She does know these beings.
Thank you.
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Fast Friends
"I didn't know how to get your attention after I... I tried...River helped."
"We were supposed to meet, we would have been 'fast friends,' we wouldn't have been able to stay away from each other and we wouldn't have understood why."
H
"We were supposed to meet, we would have been 'fast friends,' we wouldn't have been able to stay away from each other and we wouldn't have understood why."
H
Felecity, My Gift
fe·lic·i·ty (f-ls-t)
n. pl. fe·lic·i·ties
1.
a. Great happiness; bliss.
b. An instance of great happiness.
2. A cause or source of happiness.
3.
a. An appropriate and pleasing manner or style: felicity of expression.
b. An instance of appropriate and pleasing manner or style.
4. Archaic Good fortune.
[Middle English felicite, from Old French felicite, from Latin flcits, from flx, flc-, fortunate; see dh(i)- in Indo-European roots.]
n. pl. fe·lic·i·ties
1.
a. Great happiness; bliss.
b. An instance of great happiness.
2. A cause or source of happiness.
3.
a. An appropriate and pleasing manner or style: felicity of expression.
b. An instance of appropriate and pleasing manner or style.
4. Archaic Good fortune.
[Middle English felicite, from Old French felicite, from Latin flcits, from flx, flc-, fortunate; see dh(i)- in Indo-European roots.]
For The Universe
You know who you are and you're out there come to me find me all you have to do is ask... long life, this one better, cryptic but you need to hear messages will come through and mean something have faith be true H
October 9
October 9
Vunerable
Michelle W' 'vulnerable'
14th March 2008. 13:30
M Williams says late ex-lover Mr. L was incredibly "vulnerable".
The former 'Dawson's Creek' actress - who has a two-year-old daughter Matilda with 'The Dark Knight' actor - claims his weaknesses were only revealed after his shock death from an accidental drug overdose in January.
In her first interview since H's death, she said: "I think the interesting thing about H, which maybe people have only really fully discovered in his death, is how vulnerable he was.
"You can pick it up on it in his performances, but it's easy to overlook because he was so physical and beautiful and strong and masculine. But there was always that underlying sensitivity. That's who he was."
M, 27, also spoke about H's battle with insomnia - a condition he was being treated for with prescription drugs, some of which were the cause of his eventual death.
She added to Interview magazine: "For as long as I'd known him, he had bouts with insomnia. He had too much energy. His mind was turning, turning, turning - always turning.
"But he had a talent for everything that he put his mind to. He didn't know limits."
14th March 2008. 13:30
M Williams says late ex-lover Mr. L was incredibly "vulnerable".
The former 'Dawson's Creek' actress - who has a two-year-old daughter Matilda with 'The Dark Knight' actor - claims his weaknesses were only revealed after his shock death from an accidental drug overdose in January.
In her first interview since H's death, she said: "I think the interesting thing about H, which maybe people have only really fully discovered in his death, is how vulnerable he was.
"You can pick it up on it in his performances, but it's easy to overlook because he was so physical and beautiful and strong and masculine. But there was always that underlying sensitivity. That's who he was."
M, 27, also spoke about H's battle with insomnia - a condition he was being treated for with prescription drugs, some of which were the cause of his eventual death.
She added to Interview magazine: "For as long as I'd known him, he had bouts with insomnia. He had too much energy. His mind was turning, turning, turning - always turning.
"But he had a talent for everything that he put his mind to. He didn't know limits."
Dusty Grooves
i can see it in your face, I have known you
The messages i chase to get to know you again...
seem to play like a record and i turn it over and hear you in the dusty grooves, making my life make sense with every note you say.
The messages i chase to get to know you again...
seem to play like a record and i turn it over and hear you in the dusty grooves, making my life make sense with every note you say.
Friday, October 17, 2008
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