Coming Down

Why don't you let me go
i told you so many times i was going no matter what
Cries in the world today
Some boy was never loved and he ran away
do you care?
hear me in the open air coming down this road again
With the fucked up face
its the way you move its not the way you talk
its a new language
one that i don't know the words
i shout now just be heard
as the car drives down main street
and the cowboys turn away
its all just illusion
yet i am trapped in the spell of the pull
coming down hard
Coming for you
who you are
who you were
all that you let yourself be
by the tree near the shower by the lake near the hour
the countdown has started again
no need to look my friend
its coming down
coming here
take you place and let no fear come in
sing along with the tune
you've made mistakes before they are over
life is just an open door
not closed when you believe
hooky yes, its not the way the novel goes
in between the prose
of the symphony
laced in irony
never too far from you
right there in the light of this life you've created
you loved and you hated
don't sit this out
its coming down

quantum love

So i get it, i am supposed to come here to be closer to you.. all of you.. all who you are..

wake up child remember those days when the dawn was new.. when the morning was fun. lay your head down here and sleep and dream and everything you need is just a moment away..be still the words will come you dont give yourself enough creditso join in the dance, a holiday in the sunshine, a featherbed..

You know that i always love, you know you are always cared for.. in tis world and the next, shine fly and let your spirit soar.. no matter what you do..join in the dance..

listen careful i've lived many lives done many things brought you up helped make this life go on your own fly soar be free

you are doing well just listen open up dream make the most
understand the understandable set your spirit free
dont worry about those who dont believe its not their journey worry about your self and your journey, its all ok that everyone is not going to understand jsut remember that you do..
No one believed me it wasnt easy but i percerveered i lived my love i shined
thank you for hearing us. acknowledging us
February
Your sister loves you too
she is dancing with you believing in you
she says hello
you have alot of love here
dont forget it
doing well
believe no doubt
we're on your side
river's here
its not all in your mind
james too
brothers in time
bandits
braves
boys
souls in love
unity of hearts
move through the galaxy move through time
stay on the path
shine your light
acknowledge the sun
see us at night
taking you to learn
your life is your lesson
continue
create
explore
dont let anyone keep your soul down
listen for the words
illuminate the way
stay on your path
believe in home
form a circle
come back to us
we are you
you are we
underneath the music is a thing that is golden
underneath the clouds are times to remembe
doesnt define you
keep you sad
love with memory, let go with hope
share the sensory use all you know
stay true
be brave
keep your heart open

What's the frequency,Kenneth?

Michael Stipe.. why havent i thought of this.. Rio October 31, 1993 and Kurt April 5, 1994. Friend request from Courtney.. why didnt I put this together? Michael from same soul group???? What's the frequency,Kenneth?

So why did my brother freak out about telling him about the predictions.. what is that all about?

Thank you Grandpa and Grandma for visiting. getting me to ask about Byram Springs.. thanks Grandpa for contacting me... I would have loved to have know you in this life.

Field Zero

So i havent been here in awhile but i need to post about going to school at night with my guide and learning about Singularity, Cayce and Point Zero. Doing mathematical formulas and finding cars.. thanks so much. I am getting it, i am understanding, i will do what i need to do to learn.

Golden Globe

Golden Globe I held back the tears felt your energy.. wishing you could have been there.

Doubt is not your friend

Doubt is not your friend, it's the enemy, it's the one that says the opposite of what you know.. its not good for you. It just is something to neglect, leave in the cold, let it out the window.
Doubt is not your friend, ,it's the enemy, the one that lets you down all the time, leaves you behind in a wondering mind.
Your friend is believing it's always there.

Black Eyed Dog

Josephine Tovey
April 2, 2008

When Vincent Fantauzzo began sketching his friend for an Archibald portrait last year, he had no idea it would become an unofficial shrine to the young actor. But the picture has drawn record crowds, triggered a flood of emails and attracted six-figure offers.

The portrait is odds-on favourite to win the People's Choice Award in a landslide and its popularity has helped the Archibald exhibition draw twice the number of visitors as last year.

Fantauzzo, 29, has been overwhelmed by the public reaction to his painting.

"I've had thousands of emails. I still get between 20 and 50 every day," the Melbourne artist says. "People say they feel like the painting is a tribute, something to remember him by, because it was more like him than his movies."

A spokeswoman for the Art Gallery of NSW confirmed the portrait was fuelling interest in the exhibition and yesterday a small crowd had again congregated around the picture.

"I think it's very good," said one visitor, Katherine. "There's a great sadness about it."

When he died in January, Fantauzzo considered withdrawing the portrait from the competition, but was convinced by the late actor's mother to enter it.

Numerous buyers have contacted Fantauzzo wanting to buy the painting. He has been offered "hundreds of thousands" of dollars, but will honour his promise to give the painting to his mother, Sally.

"I can't imagine it being anywhere else," he said.

The young painter didn't even think the portrait would be accepted by the prestigious prize when he first started work on it. "My confidence was a bit low so he kept trying to boost me up a bit. He kept saying, 'It's going to be great, it'll win'."

It didn't win the main prize, but has attracted far more attention than the other Archibald finalists.

Fantauzzo, who will speak at the gallery tonight, is finding the media spotlight hard to deal with, a trait shared by his late friend.

"I'm normally pretty private. I don't like having my photo taken," he said. "I kind of know a little bit how he feels in the painting."